At Peace: If you knew anything about my life, the one word you wouldn’t think would describe me is “peaceful”. i am in Sr. Management at a large company and have a highly stressful job. I have been told on more than one occasion that i am “aggressive” in my pursuit of goals and deliverables. There are family issues (deaths, kids, health) that are stressful. Recently, MD and i have rented out our house and moved to a new spot and are in the process of building a new home. But in all the madness and craziness that is my life, i don’t remember a time that i have ever been more “at peace”.
When i think of the term peace, i don’t necessarily think of tranquility and no problems, i think more of the eye of a hurricane. There may be turbulent winds all around, but at that very moment/location it is calm and peaceful. If you move out of that eye, you are faced with calamity and danger. Since MD and i have started a Wife Led Marriage and she is in charge, i have felt that type of peace. It is still very scary to be so out of control. (Something i have always strived for in every area of my life.) But knowing that MD is now in control of me and our marriage it brings me an incredible sense of tranquility i couldn’t have imagined just few short weeks ago.
This morning MD said she was concerned a couple of times last night, since i was not restless or moving in my sleep like normal and that is what got me reflecting on this topic. i have realized that i have slept better and generally wake up early and more rested these past few weeks than i ever remember. Even as I drive into work, i notice i no longer catch myself speeding or being upset if i catch a red light or someone is going slow in front of me.
Even though my life is changing dramatically in ways i could have only imagined a few years ago, there is peace.
Our Relationship (shown on each posting):
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live full time in a “Wife Led Marriage” relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”