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Becoming Her Eunuch: In our evening conversation a couple of nights ago, MD expressed Her desire was for me to become Her “eunich”. This was quite a shock to me, but She explained not in the literal castration sense, but in the ability not to get aroused any longer. MD wants to limit my ability to have erections. Whether this is through some form of behavior modification or through a chastity type device She hasn’t decided.
MD has kept me in chastity devices on and off for several years. The longest i was locked before was 93 days but even then MD would let me out to wash or tease me and get me hard before putting me back into the chastity cage. Her focus then was more on not allowing me to experience an orgasm. It appears now that MD wants to focus on not allowing me to get hard at all.
The thought of not ever getting to be hard again (or at least severely limited) is very scary. We have discussed that MD’s sexual needs and desires are to be the primary focus. In regards to my sexual desires or wants, they are not Her focus (where they rank on Her list i am not even sure). i await Her decision on what my future holds. Her power and control is amazing.

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Our Relationship (same each posting):
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.