MD: MD told me yesterday that She has also decided to begin writing a blog from Her perspective as the Leader in our WLM. i thought i would describe Her to those who may be reading this blog. MD is an incredible beauty, easily passing for women 10-15 years younger than Her age. She has gorgeous long red hair, sparkling green eyes and an incredible body. MD is an irresistible flirt, a tease and a sexual goddess! (She loves to push me to the edge and then at the last minute stop and make me roll over and go to sleep.) MD is also bi and loves to play with others as well. We used to go to an adult club and She would take me locked in my chastity cage while She enjoyed time with the other couples. Charming and witty, She has a smile that completely lights up a room. She is a natural leader and at work is considered a “top performer”. She has a brilliant mind is also a gifted musician, composer and vocalist. (Having sold songs to various billboard artists and having sung backup vocals on records.)
So, even in saying all those things about MD, what i find most amazing is the ability She has to keep me under Her control. In fact, i now desire Her to be in control. (Maybe desire is not the right word…crave would probably be a better description.) i live for Her praise and am devastated when i disappoint Her. Though at work i am considered a leader and someone who “takes charge”, when i am in Her presence, my desire is to simply serve and obey Her. It is amazing spending all these years of my life trying to be in control, and MD has stripped me of that. But i can honestly say that i have never felt more at peace or felt more secure. i know that MD is in charge and i find an incredible sense of security knowing that i am under Her protection. (That last statement seems so counter-intuitive.) i was raised that the man/husband was the one who should always be the protector, but MD has become that protector in the financial, leadership, emotional and sexual areas of our lives. i look forward to experiencing more the ways MD leads us and trains me to be Her “sh”.
Relationship – this paragraph is the same at each posting:
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.