Our Relationship – this paragraph is the same each post:
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.
MD’s dominance and control over me are becoming more and more evident as we progress in our WLM. Twice now MD has made me wear diapers and been made to use them instead of being allowed to go to the bathroom. When at the house and in Her presence, if i wish to go to another room, i must request her permission to be excused. If She gives me a command to go do something, i am to repeat the command back before leaving to obey Her. If i want a snack or something to drink, i must seek MD’s permission.
MD’s control now even extends even to my work place. If i need to leave my office to go to the bathroom or get a glass of water from the cafeteria, i must text MD, asking Her permission and waiting to get Her approval. i then must text Her to know that i am back at my desk. When i am ready to leave for the day, i must text MD and get Her permission to shut down. This way MD also knows when i should be arriving home.
In light of MD’s controls, you would think i might feel rebellious or chafe under Her restrictions and requirements, but that is not the case. In fact, i feel incredibly lucky. This morning while at work i had to ask MD’s permission to go wash out my cup. After i got back to my office, i texted MD to let Her know. MD texted me back “good boy”. She often uses this phrase when i follow one of Her commands. But, that simple phrase She uses does something hypnotic to me. One reason is the way MD says it, with a coy smile and a bit of a smirk. The words are both patronizing and humiliating but at the same time it flips a switch in me that makes me excited, submissive and proud all at the same time. i crave to hear those words from Her. i want to please her, but by reveling in her praise (even if it is a humiliating praise!) i am pulled even deeper under Her control. All i know is that we submissive “boys” are strangely wired!