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i am feeling especially submissive these past couple of days. Maybe it has something to do with watching a younger guy with a very large dick pound your Wife for over an hour and a half while She cums over and over again. This all while telling him how much She is enjoying fucking him and then afterward texting with him to make plans to see him again.

Or maybe it has to do with the new requirements and restrictions MD has placed upon me recently. Without going into the details, MD makes all decisions now; where i go, what i wear, what i eat, whether i have any money, even when/where i go to the bathroom. She orders my food and answers for us in public. i must wear a frilly apron at home and wait on her as Her sissy maid.

Possibly it might be the fact i have not cum in 2 1/2 weeks and been told that i won’t be allowed to cum again for at least 11 more weeks. We also had a discussion that after 4.7.15 my being allowed to cum could even be more curtailed. (The reality is that after that date if MD finds a way to regularly milk me She can choose to never allow me to cum again and i would have no say in the matter!)

Maybe it is knowing MD is talking to a 29 year old local musician who is interested in exploring his bi interests with me. Two nights ago She had me drop my pants and took pics of me in my frilly panties and then of my naked ass with me bending over for him. MD has told me on several occasions that She wants to watch another guy fuck me and now She is working to see that take place.

Or could it be the fact we have been having some detailed discussions lately about what is going in our WLM contract that we will both be signing. Not only the overall requirements and restrictions that i will be agreeing to, but the penalties i will face if i fail to live up to the agreement or break the contract. Suffice it to say, they will be extremely severe.

While all this may sound crazy to most guys, i am exactly where i want to be, even if i feel scared shitless like a little pussy boy subby sometimes!

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.