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July 18, 2014: i am just over a third way through my minimum chastity period. MD told me that the “minimum” chastity period was to be 94 days, but She can extend the time as long as She desires after that. i don’t really know how long MD will keep me “locked”. Since it is going to be a while, MD is beginning to try to “milk me”again. This is the massaging of the prostrate gland so you have a release of seminal fluid without orgasm. Though it releases the fluids, it does not relieve the “sexual frustration”. She has done this to me before but it has been several years ago.

Sunday night MD had me put on my green dress, 5″ black heels and wig. (She called it my “milking outfit”.) She had me lay on the bed on my side, blindfolded me and fastened my hands behind my back. MD then inserted a “bulb” shape vibrator in my ass, turned it on and left the room. i guess it was about 15 minutes when She came back to check on me and see if there were any results. Since there were none, MD changed out vibrators and put a specially designed prostrate massager in me and left me alone again. It seemed to have a bit more effect but no significant leakage. Since it had been about thirty minutes and it was getting late, MD decided to call it a night and we got ready for bed. Even though it was not a “successful milking”, it did put me into sub space and when MD came to bed i cuddled up beside Her and She held me like a mother comforting a small child. i went to sleep almost immediately in that position.

There is something extremely humiliating about your Wife/Masteress, sticking a vibrator up your ass and leaving you tied up like that while She goes takes a shower and texts with another guy. More and more i realize that i am Her “property” and She can do with me whatever She chooses.

i am getting 15 swats tonight for responding inappropriately to an order by MD last night. i don’t know which is worse, the feelings of disappointment in myself for responding the way i did, the pain from the actual spanking or dealing all day with the dread of the spanking to come.

* Last time i came- June 6
* Day 2 – June 8
* Day 12 – June 18
* Day 22 – June 28
* Day 32 – July 8
* Day 42 – Will be July 18

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.