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Good Boy 2: 7/25/14: In a previous blog i mentioned that MD loves to tell me “good boy” or “gb” when texting with me. It is strangely flattering and humiliating at the same time. i love that MD is pleased when i have done something good, but also humiliated that it validates that i am now less than the man i used to be. Yesterday while at the office, i had to text MD and ask for Her permission when to go to the bathroom, or get a glass of water and would have had to ask for Her permission to eat lunch, but She was getting a massage at the time. i texted her to ask permission to leave the office and also to be able to stop by Starbucks and get a cup of coffee. i had to text her when i arrived at each location that i stopped at and then text Her when i left. Each time MD responded with gb or vgb (very good boy). How many other men, making a six figure salary and an executive in their company, have to ask permission to do these types of things? Men don’t, boys do. When you were a kid, you had to tell your parents/guardians where you were or get their permission to do something. That is my world again. MD is to a major degree is my guardian, She thus makes the rules and i obey. (In fact as part of our marriage contract, She will be drawing up a POA making Her legally able to make all personal, medical and financial decisions for me.) By saying “good boy”, She emphasizes that fact and my new standing in our marriage. Little boys don’t get to make their own decisions. The flip side is that they are also free from a lot of other adult responsibilities as well. Those are the responsibilities MD has taken over from me.
One caveat to Her calling me “gb”. There are time that She will also call me Her “glpb” or “good little pussy boy”. That takes my humiliation to a whole new level. I feel a deeper shame when MD says this, because it takes even the masculinity out of the normal “boy” term. But, at the same time it makes me incredibly excited from a submissive stand point.

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.