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Leaving the Secure Area: 9/5/14: i had to travel this week for business. i use to travel a lot for work, but the past few years it has really been curtailed;. Unfortunately, i am now working on a project that makes me travel more often to have group work sessions. This week i was about to leave the airport to head to the hotel, when i came to that place in every airport where it says “Leaving Secure Area, No Reentry”. i always have this momentary angst wondering if i have everything or do i need to reconsider before i go through. I get the same feeling when getting a rental car. When you are leaving or entering the rental car areas, they almost always have the tire guards that once you pass over them they have spikes that pop up so you can’t back up. Once you made you decision to go over, you are committed to it.
i am feeling somewhat that way in my relation with MD and Her decision that i will only be allowed to have sex with Her once a year. The decision has been made, i have gone through the security check point or over the tire guard and the spikes have popped up. In talking with MD over the weekend, i felt that there was no hesitancy or second guessing in Her mind about where we were headed. What i find amazing is how comfortable i feel with that decision. It is like leaving that secure area, you have a tendency to want to reconsider to make sure, but once you go through, you are ready to get to your destination or in the case last night, ready to get home. Though the decision is final, the adventure of a life as MD’s sh is before me.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.