Paradox6/2/15:  Yesterday i had an appointment after work. Since i wouldn’t get home until later that night, MD gave me Her bank card and told me to stop and get dinner between work and my appointment. There were several restaurants near where i was going and i asked MD where i should eat. MD told me the name of the restaurant to go to and also want i was to order for dinner. MD also said i could have one beer with dinner. i did as i was told and even took a picture of the plate when it came and texted it to MD to show Her my order. Before i left the restaurant, i had to text MD and ask permission to “go potty” before heading out to my appointment.

MD is taking more and more control over me. She recently ordered me three new sports style bras and told me once they come in, i will now be required to wear a bra at work under my suit. So since i wear a bra at home and soon to be wearing one at work. It will basically mean i wear a bra the majority of the time.

When we got into bed last night, MD made me turn my head as She slipped off Her robe and got into bed. Knowing that She was naked in the bed beside me, began to get me excited. i think She could tell and in a minute, She reached out and touched me and discovered i had an erection. MD patted me and said, “I am soon going to be taking care of that problem too.” And with that She turned over to go to sleep.  

It was amazing to lay in bed realizing the power MD has over me now. From what i eat, and drink and even down to controlling my body, MD is in charge. When MD told me where and what i was going to have for dinner, it was an incredible feeling. It wasn’t a suggestion, it was a command. Just like a mother telling Her child what to eat, MD was the boss. There is no more hesitation with Her. As we began moving this direction, MD was at first a bit tentative, but that has been replaced with a huge amount of confidence. It reminds me of the old saying, “you can’t get the genie back in the bottle”, and even if i wanted to, (and i don’t!) MD is now in complete charge of me. But the more She takes charge the more liberating it is to me; i guess that is the great paradox of a Domme Wife and a very sissy submissive husband in a WLM.

 

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)

As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.