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Under Her Control. 6/6/15:MD gave me my spanking last night, but thankfully it was fairly mild. MD made me get Her ping-pong paddle out, go lay on the bed and She gave me 20 swats. The ping-pong paddle does sting pretty well, but isn’t nearly as painful as some of Her larger paddles. MD did administer most of the spankings on just one cheek though, which made that side pretty hot to the touch. After i thanked Her for the spanking, i turned over and went straight to sleep. i am not sure when MD came to bed, but i saw dirty dishes in the sink in the morning so know She was up for a while.
Yesterday, anytime i wanted something to eat or drink, i had to get on my hands and knees in front of MD. i have to wait until She acknowledges me and then make my request. It is a very humiliating feeling to have to ask your Masteress for a glass of water. MD believes that this new requirement will also cut out some of my mindless snacking. She has been wanting us to eat healthy, so now She is in total control of what i put in my body.
Not only is She in control of what goes in my body, MD is also in control of what goes “on my body”. My new bras came in yesterday at lunch and i wore the grey one the rest of the day. MD helped adjust the straps so it felt comfortable. Monday will be the first day i have to wear a bra to work. i have to admit i am a bit nervous, but i know i will feel even more under Her control while i am away from Her.
MD is talking to several new guys. Though She likes “J” and “D”, their schedules are sometimes difficult to work around and “Nik” is getting to be a bit flaky, (though that should be expected as he is only 24). A couple of weeks ago, MD put Her picture and a short profile on a website (not naming which one) and She has received quite a response. Between Her beauty and the fact She is a cuckoldress, there are a LOT of guys who are very interested in meeting Her! MD found about five or six that She has been interested enough in to give them Her phone number or email address. i created a “tracking sheet” to help Her keep them separate when they contact Her. i think there are two that have made a pretty good impression so far, but will have to wait and see if it goes anywhere. MD is in control of who She plays with, i am just Her secretary.
i loved getting to work from home yesterday, but have to admit with MD so close She is a bit of a distraction. MD went out to water Her plants wearing a black tank top with no bra and yoga pants and it was hard to concentrate on my review of my document! One great thing is sometimes we are able to go get coffee at lunch (Yes, both Starbucks fans here!). After we got our coffee i told MD, “Thank you for being my Masteress”. i thought about what i had just said and determined that wasn’t correct. She wasn’t being something for my benefit, so i corrected myself and said, “Thank you for letting me be your sh.” That was a more accurate description. MD is a Masteress; She is a woman in total control, She is just allowing me to privilege to serve Her. i know how lucky i am to have the honor of being Her property and under Her control. i know that everyday i slip further and further under MD’s complete domination. She is purposefully emasculating me, tearing away at my being an “adult”, and even changing my self-identity, all to make me a better sh to Her, and i am so thrilled that She is!
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.