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sh 2.0. 6/9/15: As MD instructed, i wore a bra to work yesterday. It was very intense to think as i walked down the hall, that under my suit i was wearing, black lacy panties, woman’s socks and a bra. In addition i had woke up early to shave my legs for the week, have pink toenails and also had a “My Kiddie” (rub on) tattoo over my right breast. So no matter how forceful i was on the call with our subcontractor and the project management team, i was still MD’s little sissy boy who had to get permission to “go potty” when he needed.
When i got home i changed into a new dress that MD bought for me Sunday. We had gone to the store to get MD a pair of new slacks. While She was trying on a couple, i browsed the clearance isle and found a Size 16 (my size) dress for 70% off. MD thought it would be cute on me and said She would buy it. It is such a rush when we go to the store and She picks out and buys women’s clothes for me to wear.
Sunday night MD put on Her bathing suit and wanted to get in the pool, so i put on my new pink bikini. The bikini top does not have any straps over the shoulders, it just ties around the back and this was the first time i had worn it. i was having a little trouble keeping it up and MD said that She never could wear this style of swimsuit. i said “yes, but our problems are different; you were too big for this type of top and i am too small.” She grinned and i swear She glanced down at my dick. When i told Her what She had done, She grinned even bigger and shrugged Her shoulders.
It is an amazing feeling seeing the changes that are being made in me. i am not necessarily becoming truly feminine but definitely becoming less male. i have used the word emasculated before but it sounds negative, when i don’t mean it that way. As MD said the other night, i am no longer a man. i am MD’s inferior property, who is becoming a sexless sissy and finds incredible joy in serving MD as my owner. In a blog the other day i called the increased confidence and sexiness of MD as “Model 2.0”. i guess this is how i becoming the new me, “sh 2.0”.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.