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In my previous blog, i mentioned that in our WLM contract that we signed earlier this year, MD put in a “bonus clause”, saying that if i was to save up $250.00, then She would consider having sex with me. Well i finally saved up the money this week and yesterday MD allowed me to have sex with Her. It was amazing! MD told me while we were in still in bed on Saturday morning, that i could have sex with Her then, or wait until later that morning after we had breakfast or we could go out that evening on a date and then come back and have sex. Showing all the patience of a 2 year old, i said “now”. i got out of bed and got the envelope with the money in it and handed to MD and She told me that i would get the “full experience”. She said i could suck on Her breasts and even lick Her if i wanted. i asked Her if She would wear one of Her negligees like She does for Her lovers. MD said yes, and told me to get one of out Her drawer and She put it on for me. When i turned around, She was the sexiest woman i had ever seen!
i got back in bed and was first allowed to suck on Her breasts. After a few minutes, i slipped between Her legs and began to lick Her until i got to feel Her cum. i couldn’t wait any longer and climbed up and She helped me inside Her. Now remember it had been almost 10 months since MD had allowed me to be inside Her. It was incredible how tight and wet She was, and how good it felt to be inside Her again. Unfortunately, my excitement was short (very short) lived and within just a few seconds i came. In fact, i would say i didn’t last 15 seconds inside Her. Though embarrassingly quick, it was still amazing. If my math is correct, that approximately 14 seconds worked out to $17.86/second for me and if calculated out for what MD received, it would have worked out to a little over $64,285/hour.
MD asked me afterward was it worth it? My answer, “Oh, hell yes!” That was the next to last time i will ever have PIV (penis in vagina) sex again in my life and, even though it didn’t last long, hopefully it will allow me to last longer for my final experience in October. i think MD felt a little sorry for me, so She allowed me to take a shower with Her, (after i licked my cum out of Her p*ssy) and told me that i was allowed to see Her naked for the rest of the weekend. She also allowed me to play with Her p*ssy yesterday afternoon, while She used Her vibrator until She came.
Yesterday was an experience i will never forget. Yes, it was humiliating to have to pay MD to have sex with me, and especially not to be able to last any longer than i did; but i realize that i am no longer MD’s lover. That She granted me this “exception” in our contract was incredibly exciting. Today, “J” is supposed to come over and She will receive the sexual experience She wants and needs. Yesterday, i was just glad to be “back in the game” one more time.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.