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It is now just two months away until i am permanently locked in a chastity cage, with no further sex or orgasms for me. Though i know it is coming, (pun intended), the reality is still a bit hard to comprehend. But what i have really found interesting is how much MD is seemingly looking forward to it. Where i first thought She might have some reluctance to follow through with it, there is none. There is almost a giddiness and gleam in Her eye when we discussed it yesterday.
MD likes to be in control. She has always been that way to a degree, but now it is even so much more. She loves to be in control of the situation and of me, and as i was reminded in a store yesterday, She doesn’t want assistance from me, unless She asks for it. i think that is one major reason She is looking forward to locking the chastity cage on me. She will finally have full control of my cock. Though i don’t play with myself anyway, it is by the honor system. Knowing that She will have me locked up, with no further chance of an orgasm for me, excites Her.
i saw another example of Her growing control yesterday, in how She accepts the challenge of meeting new people. Last night we ran to our little dive bar in town to get a drink and a pizza. While we were finishing up, She received a text from a guy She had just started talking. He had been to dinner with some friends and just got back and asked if they could go ahead and meet. In the past MD would have more than likely have turned down the offer. She wasn’t necessarily dressed “to thrill” (but I would say She was “dressed to tantalize”) and wasn’t wearing any makeup. But in spite of that, She agreed and we met him at Starbucks. They definitely hit it off last night. He is a former marine pilot and MD does love Her military pilots! (If he had been Italian, She probably would have taken him at Starbucks!) He is now supposed to come over for dinner on Monday evening and a little “play time” afterward. What was amazing, was the control She felt to meet a guy without feeling She needed to “get prepared”. Her feeling was that if he didn’t like Her this way, She had plenty more who did.
It is the attitude for which MD now faces life. She knows She can handle anything and anyone. With that attitude, you can She why locking me up and denying me any future orgasms is no big deal in Her book. With me locked up we can both focus on what is truly important – Her pleasure and Her orgasms!
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.