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8/24/15:What an amazing week it was last week. It started with MD having a new lover “R” and ended at a swinger’s club in Austin. Last Sunday evening, “R” came over to the house and i met him outside. We had previously met when MD had a first date with him at Starbucks. We talked a second and then i told him that MD was waiting on him and he knocked on the door and went inside. While they played, i cooked us dinner outside on the grill. About 45 minutes later, they came out,(MD had a smile on Her face), and i got “R” a beer, and MD a martini and we all ate burgers and grilled corn. Once we were finished dinner, i cleaned up while they continued to talk. As he was about to leave for the evening, MD stopped and kissed him. i think he was a little unsure about kissing Her in front of me at first, but he quickly got over it. i have no doubt that MD will be seeing him again soon. On Wednesday we headed to San Antonio. MD was supposed to meet a software developer there that afternoon that She met previously, but unfortunately She had a couple of meetings for work that came up that She had to call into. They rescheduled for the next day, but he too had to cancel because of his work. MD also met another guy on a first date while there. They had talked online and texted and MD had found him funny, but when he showed up, She wasn’t nearly as impressed. He came across like a “used car salesman” and MD didn’t want to pursue it any further. So out of the original four possible “play dates” last week, (MD was planning on seeing “D” on Monday or Tuesday but that didn’t work out either), only one came through, which is about average.
After my meeting ended on Friday, we drove to Austin and decided to go to a swingers club there. We had been there once previously and had enjoyed it. Since it was Friday night, it was not very crowded, probably about 10 couples and one single male. We started by inviting the single male to join us and MD had a good time talking to him. Two additional couples joined us and MD and the other women went and danced. What a hell of a show they put on! One of the women ended up naked and MD’s dress was open and Her breasts were being played with while She played with the naked woman’s boobs. After they all came back to the table, someone asked about our lifestyle and MD began to describe our situation to them. One of the ladies was blown away. She asked me, it i really couldn’t have sex any longer and i said yes. MD was telling the other couples about Her different lovers and even told them about “J” or Jody and his 11” dick. (i knew She said it was large, but wow! She had never told me his actual length. In fact i decided my dick should be now called “Jo”, since it is only half his size!) Though MD didn’t feel like having sex with anyone that night at the club, She did say She was fingered by four different people. i didn’t ask how many people She felt up.
i think what amazed me most this past week, was the total control MD showed all week. Whether it was playing with a new lover or deciding whether She didn’t want to play with the others, it was always about Her. She admitted if we had gone to the club a couple of years ago, She would have probably played with the guy who was interested in Her because She knew i would have loved to watch Her. Now though, it doesn’t matter, it is only Her pleasure that is important. In the past few days, MD has used Her vibrator twice while we laid in bed. Though She often uses Her vibrators during the day, it is exciting to be there next to Her and listen to Her cum. There is such a sense of power that She can cum whenever or however She wants and that is no longer available to me. i can’t imagine now not living under MD’s control. i love the confidence and power She exudes now days, it is an incredible rush.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.