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8/27/15:Yesterday i went femme clothes shopping at lunch. It was one of the few days in these past couple of months that i haven’t had lunch meetings at work and MD suggested i go take a break and get coffee. She also said i could go into a couple of stores, if i had the time, as long as i texted where i was and when i left. After stopping at the pet store for some treats for our dogs, i decided to go to Ross’s, which is a discount clothes/home accessories store, which was across the street from a Starbucks. MD is not a big shopper, especially clothes, and when we do go, i am the one who does most of the browsing and picks out most of the things for MD to try on or purchase. This time though i was looking for clothes for me. It was actually very relaxing and fun to walk up and down the racks of clothes looking for things for me to wear. i ended up picking out a pair of yoga pants, a sports bra, a top and a dress and paid for them with my allowance money. i texted MD that i was leaving the store and told Her that i would model what i bought when i got home. i have to admit i was a bit nervous when i got home to show MD what i bought. Even though MD requires me to dress as a sissy, it is still a bit embarrassing that i have embraced it so much. In fact, we have family coming to visit in a couple of weeks, and i am already dreading that i won’t be able to wear any of my femme clothes while they are here. As soon as i got home, MD smiled and asked when i was going to model the clothes for Her. i changed out of my suit and put the dress on first. MD was going to help zip up the back when She noticed the zipper was broke, so that one has to go back. (Lesson here, check zippers and other closures before purchases!) i then put on the yoga pants and sports bra, in which MD said i looked cute. i then began helping MD get ready for dinner so i held off putting the black top on until we were through, as i didn’t want to get it dirty. After we finished, i then tried on the black top and MD really seemed to like it. It would probably be a style She would wear. (Since i am working at home today, i am actually wearing the sports bra and yoga pants as i write this blog.)
i have to admit that going femme clothes shopping was fun. i enjoyed looking at the different styles and wondering what would be fun to wear and what MD would think of it. There were some panties i almost bought, but i really don’t need any more panties as the moment, plus knowing that the purchases were coming out of my allowance, i was looking at mostly sale and clearance items. Though it is still taking a bit of adjustment to realize that i will be wearing femme clothes the rest of my life, it is also very liberating in a way. i was always told, dress for the job you want to hold; if you desire to be an executive, dress like one now, don’t wait until you get the promotion. How you dress reflects how you see yourself, and being dressed as a sissy, reinforces that is who i am now. It is no longer something i do, it is now the new me. i am a sissy, submissive (and soon to be sexless) hubby to MD, and i couldn’t be happier.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.