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9/13/15:i am glad last week is over and a new week is starting today. MD tweaked Her back and had to go to the dentist three times, so She has been hurting all week. It was just one of those weeks where it just seems to go wrong. All three of MD’s dates were cancelled, we had something kill one of MD’s goats (Yes, MD raises goats) and MD said bye to two of Her lovers. “J” told MD that he was going to try to get back together with his “ex” for the sake of their daughter. MD wished him well and though She really does hope it works out for them, from what he has said in the past about her, She doesn’t have a lot of confidence. “M” on the other hand crossed over MD’s boundaries. He admitted that he was developing feelings for Her and wanted to truly have an affair. MD said, She liked him as a lover, but She had no emotional feelings for him and wouldn’t ever have any. He continued on and MD told him goodbye. Even after that, he tried to contact Her again, so MD had to block him from calling or texting Her. That is something MD always has to guard against, guys developing feelings or getting to clingy. i know it sounds strange, but too often guys want to get emotionally involved and MD just wants fun sex. We are looking forward to this week though. Our daughter from out of state, who just finished college, is going to visit for several days before she goes back to get ready to start her new job. The bad thing about her visiting, is all my femme clothing has to be put away, MD texting with Her guys is very limited and being MD/sh has to be curtailed a bit. Since she is not flying in until Tuesday, MD has a date for Monday with “D”, so at least She won’t have to go three weeks without sex.   

One interesting thing did come up in conversation last week. i asked MD, if it wasn’t for work, family and neighbors, how would She have me dressed? She said that if we didn’t have to worry about work or family, then i would only dress femme. She would require me to grow my hair out, i would have to wear makeup and dress full time as a woman. I asked Her if She would have me have any surgeries. She said no to that, but would at least be open to me having breast implants if the surgery was ever safe. Since we do have family and work, this is all just theoretical, but i found it fascinating that is the way MD sees me in Her mind and that would be Her preference on how She would have me live. Some wives allow their husbands to cross dress, MD would actually like to have me dressed that way full time. Though MD still refers to me as Her hubby, in many ways i think we both feel i am more like Her wife.   

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.