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9/16/15:Imagine you were given the choice between two options: The first option is that you will be permanently owned and controlled by someone. This owner would have the right to make all of your decisions; punish or discipline you in any way they want; require you to dress in femme clothing from now on; tell you that you will no longer be allowed to ever have sex and that from now on you will be kept in permanent chastity; you will be required to obey this person 24/7/365 and serve them however they wish; and for this right, you will be required to relinquish all of your current possessions and any future earnings as well. 

The second option is that you will be allowed to be the lover of the most incredible women you have ever met. This woman is not only remarkably beautiful, but is also incredibly sexy. She has long curly red hair, green eyes and 40DD breasts. She has an incredible ass and when she walks down isles guys will follow Her and even bump into things being so distracted. She can deep throat (and enjoys it); is multi-orgasmic; and seemingly can go forever sexually. She is creative in bed, an amazing lover as well as one of the most joyous and gracious individual you will ever meet.  

MD told me a week ago that there are over 5000 people who follow one of our blog sites, and i was shocked. i figured possibly a couple of hundred from the way MD described it. Not only are there a lot more people following the blog than i thought, but that they are from all over the globe. Not only from North America, but also South America, Africa, Russia, Europe, India, and the far East. There are even people in places I didn’t even know were countries, much less imagine that they would be following the random writings from a sissy sub hubby from Texas. My thought was why? What kind of people would choose to read my blog and i guess it comes down to their interest in the choices above. Would most choose option 1 or option 2? 

i know what i chose. i freely gave up the option to be MD’s lover ever again and chose to forever be owned and controlled by Her. MD doesn’t feel sorry for me in any way for the choice i made, since i did it freely and even had one full year to back out of this decision. So if She makes me get out of bed to get Her a drink; serve Her dinner and then clean the dishes; sit on the floor and put lotion on Her feet; clean the house; spank me until my ass is red; or even decide that i will no longer be allowed to have sex, that is the choice i made and i must live with the consequences and She doesn’t feel guilty in what She requires from me.

So assuming (a virtual guarantee) that the vast majority of people who read my blog are men, and knowing you could only do one or the other, what choice would you have made? All i know is i love my choice and made the right one for me!

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.