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9/20/15:The past few days we have had family in town so we have had to be very careful about displaying MD and sh. We only had two small slips, i almost called Her “Masteress” but caught myself and changed it to “Ma’am”, and in Texas that is a common expression. Later that same day, MD ordered me to do something without thinking about it, but luckily we were outside and no one overheard Her. (She didn’t even realize She did it until i mentioned it to Her later.) Though i loved having family here, i definitely wasn’t able to dress as i normally do. i had to wear boy clothes instead of my girl clothes. Even MD had to wear a nightgown to bed in case one of the grandkids came into our room.  Once we took everyone back to the airport, we came home (after stopping and having a drink!) and i got my girly clothes on and painted my toenails pink again. MD put on a dress, sans panties and bra and we enjoyed going back to our normal. i know that our normal isn’t normal to most people, but it is what works for us. i love having MD in charge and i submit and serve Her. She likes having me serve and obey Her as well as dressing me femme.  

One aspect of our life that is still difficult to get used to though, is having MD get in bed naked and i am not allowed to look at or touch Her. Usually i am in bed first and She will come in wearing only Her black robe. She will instruct me to turn my head and MD will remove and hang up Her robe at the foot of the bed, and slide in under the covers. There She is, this sexual goddess, naked in bed and i can’t even look at Her. (But it definitely is not because She is shy, on Tuesday, Dave is supposed to come over and She will be probably be naked and riding up and down on him while he plays with Her breasts!) Even if i curl in behind Her and put my arm over Her, i am not allowed to touch Her breasts. i can put my hand under them on Her stomach, but that is it. Now if She is curled up behind me, She loves to pull up my gown and put Her breasts up against my back, just to tease me. She will also put Her knee against my ass and grind away as a reminder that She can have that anytime She wants.

My normal, living with a sex goddess who i can’t see naked or touch, only serve. Seems right to me!

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)

As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.