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9/19/15:Often in the mornings when i work from home or on the weekend, i am required to put oil and lotion on MD’s feet. i usually wake up first and get on the computer and work on my blog (if i have one to write) or check emails. When MD gets up, i make Her coffee while She gets comfortable in Her chair. i will sit at Her feet and then put oil and then massage lotion on them while MD drinks Her coffee and checks Her iPad. When i am sitting at Her feet, normally i am wearing either a pink nightgown or a skirt, bra and top. After the foot massage is over, i will put on Her some special therapeutic socks and then we may chat for a while, before i begin fixing Her breakfast. To me, this morning ritual is very symbolic of our relationship. i am at MD’s feet, serving Her, dressed as a femme. Those three attributes are very important to MD. MD enjoys having me at Her feet. It symbolizes She is the superior and i am inferior to Her; i am not at Her level, i am beneath Her. My job is not to be a leader but a follower; not a man but a sissy. In the rare times we are in the den watching TV, She will sit in Her chair, and i will sit at Her feet, for that is my place.
i am also responsible to serve MD. Other than Her protector, that is really my only other responsibility. i am no longer Her lover, nor Her partner, i am Her servant. My focus for the day is to see how i can best serve Her. Sometimes it is simply obeying Her orders, but also it can be looking for ways to serve Her, even before She asks. If i see something She would want done, i am to do it even without being told. A good servant needs to try to see things through his Masteress eyes and try to anticipate the best way to meet Her desires, even before She expresses them.
And lastly, while sitting at Her feet, i am dressed femme. This is not a choice of mine, but a requirement of MD. MD sees me as “the wife” of our marriage and She expects me to be dressed this way. MD just ordered me a new wig, which i may soon be wearing while working at home. Another thing that MD is doing is considering putting me on some herbal supplements which supposedly can grow men’s breasts. There are a couple of varieties, that not only don’t have any size effects, (outside of growing boobs on men), but actually treat sleep disorders and night sweats, from which i sometimes suffer. When we were discussing Her purchasing them for me, (currently they are in Her Amazon shopping cart), i asked Her how She felt about me really having noticeable, feminine like breasts. Her reply was very straightforward, with a wicked grin She said, “You already wear a bra”.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.