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The Finale

20 Tuesday Oct 2015

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10/18/15:My last time for sex with MD was supposed to be last Sunday the 11th, but it didn’t go according to plan. We got to the hotel early that afternoon and we were going to do some running around, come back the hotel and change and then go to dinner. When we got back from dinner we were to “celebrate” my last time with MD. Since MD wanted me to last a while, She told me before we went out to go jack off in the bathroom. Since it had been a while since She had let me cum, the chance to have two orgasms in the same night sounded incredible. Unfortunately, after obeying MD and cuming that afternoon, my “performance” was very not good later that night. Thankfully, MD said i could have one more try over the next week. 

On Friday, i asked Her if we could try again after we went out that night. MD agreed and we went to a club where we had a few drinks and danced. Once we got back, we were tired and it was late so we postponed until Saturday. Saturday morning i woke up and wanted to play with MD. She was still sleeping so i waited until She started stirring and asked if we could play that morning. MD was a bit reluctant at first but then She got up from bed and put on a very sexy nightie and climbed back in bed with me. She first allowed me to play with and suck Her breasts which is always exciting. i was then allowed to lick Her to an orgasm. Instead of climbing inside Her right then, i reached into Her drawer and got Her favorite vibrator and asked if i could watch Her cum again. MD smiled and said yes. i kneeled between Her legs and put my finger inside MD while She began using the vibrator. It was amazing just to watch Her face as She drew deeper and deeper into the moment. In a couple of minutes, i watched MD have a very powerful orgasm and that is all i needed to want to finish up.

i climbed in between MD’s legs and slowly slipped inside Her. It was incredible! i slowly moved in and out of Her, but between my normal “quick release” and watching MD’s erotic orgasm, my tension quickly built. i knew i wasn’t going to last much longer, so i got off MD and turned over on my back. MD climbed on top of me and began to slip me inside Her. i asked MD if this was the last time i was going to be insider Her p*ssy and She said, “Well for at least 10 year and it may well be the last time you are even hard again.” When She said that i had one of the most intense orgasms of my life. It was an incredible mind fuck to hear Her say that while She smiled down at me Her tight p*ssy clinching my dick. After i finally calmed down a bit, MD had me slip down further in the bed and She climbed on my face and i licked my cum out of Her p*ssy for the last time.

The rest of the day was almost a euphoric high. All the emotions i felt leading up to and then immediately preceding having sex with MD was the exact opposite i thought i would have if we had discussed this 2 years ago. Instead of being depressed, there is almost a relief. Once you come to the end of the road in one direction, it is exciting to start a new journey in another direction. i don’t need sex with MD to enjoy an incredible amount of intimacy between us. Though She is an incredible lover, She is even a better MD. i love being able to submit to Her and become what She desires. Having sex with Her inhibits that growth and to give that up means i am going to experience Her in even a deeper way.  

i know there will be times i will still desire release and i am sure MD will continue to torture me with teasing and denying me. The desire for Her will never go away, but knowing that is no longer an option, is in some ways very freeing. The reason i wanted MD to use Her vibrator before i got inside Her was that i wanted to watch one more time, Her experiencing great sexual release. She now is the only one of us who will continue to enjoy that experience. My time for enjoying that is over. i am now simply Her sh, the one to supply Her with fresh batteries, get the house prepared for Her lovers, and when allowed be available to use my fingers or tongue as a sexual aide to Her. Though the days of being MD’s lover are now over, getting to be MD’s eunuch have just started. One journey ends, and another one begins. 

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)

As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 17 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “sexless” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.  

 

 

Power of Attorney

11 Sunday Oct 2015

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10/11/2015:MD said that someone commented on one of my last blogs and asked if we would post a copy of our POA and the contract we share. i thought i would share the POA first. Even though the contract is binding and shows the degree of our WLM to which we committed, the POA is still the most amazing document to me. In a contract, both parties “get” something. By definition there must be “consideration” for both parties for a contract to be legal. In the POA there is almost no “consideration”. i legally agree to allow MD to make any and all decisions for me. She can sign legal documents; She can open or close bank accounts; MD can even sign buy or sell property without me. MD can take the document anywhere and basically do anything on my behalf without my consent or even my knowledge. And to make it more ironclad, the POA is irrevocable, i do not have the right to one day “change my mind”. Even if we were to get a divorce sometime in the future, MD would still retain the authority of the POA, as that was removed as a reason for the revocation of the POA. There are only three “outs” in the contract: death, MD voluntarily relinquishes POA authority or by court order, which MD could fight.  

i think that is why i find the POA the part of our agreement the most authoritative. The contract may be amended each year and resigned. The POA is “one and done”. It is non-negotiable and legally binding. i committed last April that MD would have full authority over me and She accepted that authority and plans on using and retaining that control. Not only do i voluntarily submit to Her, i am legally under Her control as well.

i have included a redacted version of the signed and notarized document, which MD has locked up in Her safe. (i believe She also has a scanned copy on Her personal email account which i do not have access to.) Though this document does not allow MD to make medical decisions for me, that is covered in a Medical Durable Power of Attorney/Living Will which She has on me as well. 

TEXAS STATUTORY DURABLE POWER OF ATTORNEY

NOTICE: THE POWERS GRANTED BY THIS DOCUMENT ARE BROAD AND SWEEPING. THEY ARE EXPLAINED IN THE DURABLE POWER OF ATTORNEY ACT, SUBTITLE P, TITLE 2, ESTATES CODE. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT THESE POWERS, OBTAIN COMPETENT LEGAL ADVICE. THIS DOCUMENT DOES NOT AUTHORIZE ANYONE TO MAKE MEDICAL AND OTHER HEALTH-CARE DECISIONS FOR YOU.  

You should select someone you trust to serve as your agent (attorney in fact). Unless you specify otherwise, generally the agent’s (attorney in fact’s) authority will continue until:

(1) you die;

(2) your agent (attorney in fact) resigns or is unable to act for you; or

(3) a guardian is appointed for your estate. 

I, _____________, residing at XXX Texas, appoint______________, residing at XXX Texas, as my agent (attorney in fact) to act for me in any lawful way with respect to all of the following powers that I have initialed below.

TO GRANT ALL OF THE FOLLOWING POWERS, INITIAL THE LINE IN FRONT OF (N) AND IGNORE THE LINES IN FRONT OF THE OTHER POWERS LISTED IN (A) THROUGH (M).

TO GRANT A POWER, YOU MUST INITIAL THE LINE IN FRONT OF THE POWER YOU ARE GRANTING.

TO WITHHOLD A POWER, DO NOT INITIAL THE LINE IN FRONT OF THE POWER. YOU MAY, BUT DO NOT NEED TO, CROSS OUT EACH POWER WITHHELD.

____ (A)​Real property transactions;

____ (B)​Tangible personal property transactions;

____ (C) ​Stock and bond transactions;

____ (D) ​Commodity and option transactions;

____ (E) ​Banking and other financial institution transactions;

____ (F) ​Business operating transactions;

____ (G) ​Insurance and annuity transactions;

____ (H) ​Estate, trust, and other beneficiary transactions;

____ (I) ​Claims and litigation;

____ (J) ​Personal and family maintenance;

____ (K) ​Benefits from social security, Medicare, Medicaid, or other governmental programs or civil or military service;

____ (L) ​Retirement plan transactions;

____ (M) ​Tax matters;

XX (N) ​ALL OF THE POWERS LISTED IN (A) THROUGH (M). YOU DO NOT HAVE TO INITIAL THE LINE IN FRONT OF ANY OTHER POWER IF YOU INITIAL LINE (N). 

SPECIAL INSTRUCTIONS:

Special instructions applicable to gifts (initial in front of the following sentence to have it apply):

XX​I grant my agent (attorney in fact) the power to apply my property to make gifts outright to or for the benefit of a person, including by the exercise of a presently exercisable general power of appointment held by me, except that the amount of a gift to an individual may not exceed the amount of annual exclusions allowed from the federal gift tax for the calendar year of the gift.

ON THE FOLLOWING LINES YOU MAY GIVE SPECIAL INSTRUCTIONS LIMITING OR EXTENDING THE POWERS GRANTED TO YOUR AGENT.

            XX This Statutory Durable Power of Attorney Agreement shall be irrevocable, and I, ________________ expressly waive all rights and powers, whether alone or in conjunction with others,

                            and regardless of when or from what source may have acquired such rights or powers, to alter, amend, revoke, or terminate the Agreement or any of the terms of this Agreement, in whole or in part. 

THIS POWER OF ATTORNEY IS EFFECTIVE 04/07/2015 AND HAS NO TERMINATION DATE.

CHOOSE ONE OF THE FOLLOWING ALTERNATIVES BY CROSSING OUT THE ALTERNATIVE NOT CHOSEN:

(A) ​This power of attorney is not affected by my subsequent disability or incapacity.

(B) ​This power of attorney becomes effective upon my disability or incapacity.

YOU SHOULD CHOOSE ALTERNATIVE (A) IF THIS POWER OF ATTORNEY IS TO BECOME EFFECTIVE ON THE DATE IT IS EXECUTED.

IF NEITHER (A) NOR (B) IS CROSSED OUT, IT WILL BE ASSUMED THAT YOU CHOSE ALTERNATIVE (A).

If Alternative (B) is chosen and a definition of my disability or incapacity is not contained in this power of attorney, I shall be considered disabled or incapacitated for purposes of this power of attorney if a physician certifies in writing at a date later than the date this power of attorney is executed that, based on the physician’s medical examination of me, I am mentally incapable of managing my financial affairs. I authorize the physician who examines me for this purpose to disclose my physical or mental condition to another person for purposes of this power of attorney. A third party who accepts this power of attorney is fully protected from any action taken under this power of attorney that is based on the determination made by a physician of my disability or incapacity.

I agree that any third party who receives a copy of this document may act under it. Revocation of the durable power of attorney is not effective as to a third party until the third party receives actual notice of the revocation. I agree to indemnify the third party for any claims that arise against the third party because of reliance on this power of attorney.

If any agent named by me dies, becomes legally disabled, resigns, or refuses to act, I name the following (each to act alone and successively, in the order named) as successor(s) to that agent: ______(Left Blank Intentionally)_________________________________________________.

 

Signed this __7th___ day of _April___, __2015__

 

___________________________

(your signature)

State of ___TEXAS__________

County of ______________

 

This document was acknowledged before me on ____________(date) ________________ (name of principal).

 

______________________________

(signature of notarial officer)

 

(Seal, if any, of notary) ________________________________________

 

(printed name) ________________________________________

 

My commission expires: ______________

 

 

 

IMPORTANT INFORMATION FOR AGENT (ATTORNEY IN FACT)

 

Agent’s Duties

When you accept the authority granted under this power of attorney, you establish a “fiduciary” relationship with the principal. This is a special legal relationship that imposes on you legal duties that continue until you resign or the power of attorney is terminated or revoked by the principal or by operation of law. A fiduciary duty generally includes the duty to:

(1) ​act in good faith;

(2) ​do nothing beyond the authority granted in this power of attorney;

(3) ​act loyally for the principal’s benefit;

(4) ​avoid conflicts that would impair your ability to act in the principal’s best interest; and

(5) ​disclose your identity as an agent or attorney in fact when you act for the principal by writing or printing the name of the principal and signing your own name as “agent” or “attorney in fact” in the following manner:

(Principal’s Name) by (Your Signature) as Agent (or as Attorney in Fact)

Termination of Agent’s Authority

You must stop acting on behalf of the principal if you learn of any event that terminates this power of attorney or your authority under this power of attorney. An event that terminates this power of attorney or your authority to act under this power of attorney includes:

(1) ​the principal’s death;

(2) ​if ordered by a court, the suspension of this power of attorney on the appointment and qualification of a temporary guardian until the date the term of the temporary guardian expires.

Liability of Agent

The authority granted to you under this power of attorney is specified in the Durable Power of Attorney Act (Subtitle P, Title 2, Estates Code). If you violate the Durable Power of Attorney Act or act beyond the authority granted, you may be liable for any damages caused by the violation or subject to prosecution for misapplication of property by a fiduciary under Chapter 32 of the Texas Penal Code.

THE ATTORNEY IN FACT OR AGENT, BY ACCEPTING OR ACTING UNDER THE APPOINTMENT, ASSUMES THE FIDUCIARY AND OTHER LEGAL RESPONSIBILITIES OF AN AGENT.

 

Complete Control

09 Friday Oct 2015

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10/09/15:Yesterday, MD went to our CPA to finish filing our taxes. When i asked if i should plan on going, MD told me it wasn’t necessary, as i wasn’t needed. MD believes it is important that i understand and accept my role. i am no longer a leader or a decision maker in our marriage. She manages all of our family decisions and anything financial is only Her business. Even though i am in my 50’s, MD expects me to understand that in many ways i will be treated as a child. i have to ask Her permission to do anything, sex is something i shouldn’t be concerned about, i have an early bedtime, and i must mind Her at all times. MD is the adult in the relationship and i am the child.  Not only am i more a child than adult, but a femme one at that. MD sees me more as a “girl” than a “boy”. She likes me dressed in femme clothes and feels that when i am, i am a better sh to Her. She laughed yesterday when we got out of bed yesterday morning saying, “well at least one of us wears lace to bed.” Since i was off work yesterday, we took a nap when She got back from the CPA. i wore a bra and panties to lay down and She slept naked.   

MD used to be very diplomatic in how She would deal with a situation, showing a lot of tact. Recently, She has become far more comfortable in being blunt. She is not cruel in Her words, but now being “the boss” of our family, She feels comfortable being very honest and direct with me. These are just a few examples of things She has said to me over the past few weeks:

You are my baby

You cum too fast

My little boy needs to wear a diaper

Good girl

I don’t see you as a man now

You don’t need to cum again

Your last time to have sex

I no longer feel sorry for you

I want a eunuch who can serve me

i love the way that MD has taken complete control of me. She is teaching me in actions and words how i am to be going forward. My old role as “the man of the house” is gone. i am Her sissy sub hubby and i am to know and accept that role.  

My Last Time

08 Thursday Oct 2015

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10/07/15:i reread my latest blog today and wanted to make sure that i didn’t misrepresent my desire for MD. In my last blog i said, “It seems my desire for Her has changed from desiring Her sexually to desiring to be in Her presence.” Just to be clear, i still desire MD sexually and i still lust for Her. What i was trying to say was, that since sex with MD is basically no longer an option, that my focus has changed from having sex with Her to enjoy the lust that i find being in Her presence.  

 Speaking of sex with MD, this coming (pun intended) Sunday night will be my last time to enjoy that ever again with MD. MD told me about seven months ago that on our anniversary this year, it would be the last time i would ever get to have sex again, (unless it is with another man.) There is one caveat to that decision, MD said when i turn 65, for my birthday, She will release me from my chastity device, and if i am able to get hard, She will allow me to have sex with Her one more time. Since that will be over 10 years from now, the odds of being able to get hard after all those years in a chastity device seems remote (which She knows!), so basically this is my last time.

MD has made reservations at a hotel for us on Sunday. i don’t know all of Her plans for us, but i have requested that for my final time with Her, that She be on top, so i can play with Her breasts when i cum. It is hard to believe that Sunday will be my final time inside Her. To never again feel the power and pleasure of Her p*ssy is hard to fathom. We have been lovers for over 18 years and Sunday night, that chapter closes and a new one opens.

i have no doubt that MD’s decision is final. MD doesn’t make rash decisions and once She has thought through things and makes Her mind up, She is then committed to seeing something through. It is Her expectation that i will now remain chaste. She has told me that besides not having sex with Her, She doesn’t like me even getting hard, and sees no reason that i need to cum. She feels after i cum, that i lose my focus on serving Her, and it takes Her a couple of weeks to get me back to where She wants me. Though She hasn’t specifically said, i won’t ever get to cum again, i am not counting on it.   

Knowing that MD will only be getting Her sexual pleasure from others is a strange thought. She has me to serve Her and others to play with, and i will officially no longer be MD’s lover after Sunday. Even realizing that thought, in some ways it will make some things easier. Knowing that this day is rapidly approaching has been somewhat tormenting. Though i can’t wait to be with Her again, i know that as soon as i start cumming, the realization will hit, that it will all be over forever. i guess starting Monday i can add “sexless hubby” as a new meaning for sh.

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)

As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.  

Erotic

05 Monday Oct 2015

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10/04/15:It has been amazing to see how my sexual perspective has changed over the last 18 months. MD and i have been in Ohio this past week on a business trip for me. On Friday night, after my meeting was over, we went to a special burlesque review show that had come to town. While the show was entertaining and a couple of the acts were really good, i didn’t find it very erotic. Some of the woman would be considered attractive and they were dancing almost nude, but the most erotic part of the evening for me was MD sitting across the table from me. She wore a dress with a plunging V-neck and “the girls” looked amazing. All these “topless” women were on stage and the most erotic site was MD’s somewhat covered boobs. Even the MC/announcer for the evening came over to our table during the performance and said something about how sexy MD looked.   

Later that evening, after we went to bed, MD woke me and wanted to know where Her vibrator was. She proceeded to play with it for a few minutes until She came. She then put it back in the drawer, turned back over and went back to sleep. MD never acknowledged me other than asking me where it was. We used to share Her orgasms. She would have me hold Her while She played with Herself and i found it amazing to feel Her cum. Friday night had nothing to do with me, it was very much a “solo” experience for Her and i found it amazingly erotic. Though i have seen MD cum thousands of times, to be purely a “distant spectator” was amazing. It wasn’t that MD was hiding it from me, it was just something She wasn’t actively sharing with me. The other amazing thing about that experience was that i never got hard while listening to Her play with Herself. In the past i would have been hard just watching/listening to Her, but this time i wasn’t. Even though i found it amazingly erotic, i didn’t get an erection.  

For me, the takeaway from that evening was how i now process and see things has changed, especially over the past few months. Though i find MD incredibly sexy and lust for Her, i don’t think of having sex with Her very often anymore. It is a different kind of lust. i love to look at Her, but if She gets naked, i instinctively avert my eyes. It seems my desire for Her has changed from desiring Her sexually to desiring to be in Her presence. i find just being with Her is an incredibly erotic experience.  

For those guys who have experienced chastity you may understand what i am talking about. Once you take away the ability to have sex with your partner, you begin to refocus on her and her pleasure. You find pleasure in giving her pleasure. Now go one step more and now, not only can you not give her pleasure, but you are no longer get to be an active part of her sex life and that takes it to a whole new realm. Instead of feeling resentful, the exact opposite is happening, i feel incredibly lucky. If you had told me this 18 months ago, or even 6 months ago, i wouldn’t have believed it, but it is now true. Since i no longer have a responsibility to be MD’s sexual partner, i am free to sit back and enjoy the sensuality and eroticism that is MD.  

The only example i can think of is imagining being a part of an incredible music performance every night. You are responsible for getting things ready and being part of the production team. You are always at the show, but are always busy and responsible at the same time. Now, imagine that one night you just get to be a spectator. You just get to be in the crowd enjoying the performance. Though you may have been at the same show hundreds of times, being free to enjoy without any responsibilities brings it to a whole new level of enjoyment.

I don’t know if any of this makes any sense to anyone else, but all i know that thought i lust for MD, it is no longer a lust to have sex with Her. It is to be with Her and in Her presence. i am starting to acclimate myself to realizing i am no longer Her sex partner, that pleasure is reserved for others. Though a times She may choose to use me to pleasure Her in some ways, it won’t be like it used to be. It won’t be something we share together, it is Her just using me just as She would use a vibrator, something to help Her cum. Being free of that sexual component between us is very erotic and even though it though it doesn’t make any damn sense, it is an incredible experience and one i am glad MD is taking me on.

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)

As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.