4/09/2016:Yesterday, i signed our newly amended WLM contract that MD had written. In this new version, not only did MD remove the clause where i was allowed to have sex with Her on our anniversary, but She specifically added that i would now no longer be allowed to have sex with Her. MD also added a clause that i will now remain locked in my chastity cage unless for travel or doctor visits. Other items that remained in the contract include:
• MD has the full authority to make any decision and i must obey Her.

• She has a Power of Attorney to be able to legally sign for me (this allows Her to create financial accounts and move money however She wishes without my knowledge or consent.)

• That MD has the right to take other lovers whenever and however She so chooses and i have no right to interfere or argue.  

• It specifically states that She is the superior in the relationship and i am the inferior.

• That if i act in an unfaithful manner, that i will be sent away with only $1500 and a couple of personal items and will forfeit my rights to all bank and retirement accounts.

• Only MD has the right to cancel or amend the contract.

 There was also a couple of new clauses added:

• Once a month i can pay $10 for the privilege to be able to lick MD’s ass. (So last night, i put $10 in Her money jar!)

• On occasion MD, at Her discretion, may put a “coupon” on my pillow that allows me to lick Her p*ssy, but if i don’t see it, then i forfeit my chance.  

 MD printed out both the new and old versions of the contract and told me to go read. When i finished, i signed the new contract and it is again official. Though signing the contract is part of our renewal ceremony of our WLM, MD knows that it also creates more legal authority. Though the contract would already hold up in court, by me agreeing and signing every year, i can’t say i didn’t mean it or didn’t know what i was agreeing to. Though i knew i would be signing the contract again, it does make me feel even more inferior to MD realizing that She has all the power in our relationship and i have none. Though MD often asks my opinion on certain things, just as often She now doesn’t.  

 It has been amazing to watch the growth of MD this past year, especially in Her feeling comfortable in Her role as ruler. (Yes, that term is also in the contract describing Her.) In the contract it also describes me as “servant”. So as Her servant, yesterday i again acknowledged and agreed that She is my ruler and i am under Her total control. i have never been happier!

04/06/2016:

Tomorrow marks our second anniversary as MDsh. To say the least, it has been a wild ride. To see where we started and where we are now is unbelievable. To realize that since a year ago, i was only allowed inside MD twice, and that for a total of about 40 seconds. (They say the average for a man can last 3.5 to 7.5 min per sexual experience. i asked MD and She said all but one of Her seven lovers, these past couple of years, have lasted at least that long, some much longer.) And now my time with Her last October was my last time to ever get to have sex with Her or even get to cum again. i am in a chastity cage, full time and permanent. i now am now no longer allowed to lick MD’s p*ssy. i wear a bra and panties daily, and have more dresses in my closet than MD does.  

The other thing i look back and see is how much better we are. Overall my health is better, (other the weight i still need to lose.) Our finances are much better since MD took over; we have reduced our expenses and increased our savings. Though now not sexually active, our intimacy level has never been higher. We love being together and i hate the nights where i have to be gone from Her for work.  

MD says that She is working on our new contract, which we will review and i will sign again tomorrow. i do know it will again say that She is in total control and i am inferior to Her. That is what i want to work on next year, is to make sure my attitude is always reflective that i understand that She is my superior and i must always reflect that in my attitude and behavior. There have been a couple of times recently that MD said i was “topping from the bottom”. That is an area i need to improve. My personality is one of “taking control and getting things done”. That is fine at work, but when i am at home, my attitude needs to reflect, i am no longer in control, that She is. My job is not to make decisions but to obey Hers. She is superior to me and i am inferior to Her. The way it works best.