6/28/14: Well there is a small chance i won’t have to wait the full 94+ days to be able to cum. It is not out of compassion from MD, but is attributable to how horny She is right now. Since MD played with “Mr Joe”, She has had a veracious sex drive. MD told me a couple of days ago that She was dreaming about sex and woke up having an orgasm. Since it is going to be at least a couple of weeks until they can get together again due to their schedules, MD said something may have to “give”.

The first thing we are doing is going to Fort Worth this weekend and checking out a sex toy shop and see if we can find Her a better dildo. The one i wear for Her is very plastic and She says it is not very comfortable. We are going to see if we can find one that is softer and more realistic. If we do, She will have me wear it so i can play with Her using it. MD likes this idea, since i can go as long as She wants, without ever cumming. Her pleasure, my agony.

The other option is finding someone who is local to play with on a more regular basis. (Mr Joe is a few hours away). Currently MD is talking to three other guys. One is our age, one is 29 (who is interested in playing with both of us) and one is 22 and still in college. While the thought of finding something or someone for Her pleasure is what any good sh should want for his MD, honestly there is a part of me that hopes She gives in and allows me inside Her!

* Last time i came- June 6
* Day 2 – June 8
* Day 12 – June 18
* Day 22 – June 28
* Day 32 – July 8

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.

6/26/14: MD is emphasizing the point that i am no longer able to make my own decisions and i need to get Her permission before doing something, even the most mundane things. For example, if i want to leave Her presence to do anything i must ask MD’s permission and tell Her what i am about to do. In fact a little while ago i wanted to go get the clothes out of the dryer, so i got permission to do that and put those away and then needed MD’s permission to go put a new load back into the dryer.

Of course this also means getting permission to do things even as basic as asking to go to the bathroom (which She makes me request by asking “may i go potty please?” As if it wasn’t humiliating enough just to have to ask). i also must get MDs permission to go get anything to eat or drink, where i can go and even permission on what i can wear. i am not allowed to see Her naked (now having to wear blindfold when i lick Her) and can only go to blogs or websites She has approved.

We were talking about this last night and MD asked how i was feeling about Her taking away all my decisions from me. i told Her that the closest i could describe it was feeling like a small child where adults made most of the decisions for them. But even a small boy can often choose when to “go potty”. So it is a very powerless and humiliating feeling. Sometimes MD calls me Her “little pussy boy” and honestly that is the way i feel much of the time now. Someone who has been completely emasculated by a much more powerful person.

Whether this is part of Her training regimen to change the way i think or this is the way of life from now on i really don’t know. i do know i will work diligently to be the best sh i can for MD, even if it is embarrassing.

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog). As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.

6/25/14: MD sat there at the patio table and played on Her IPad as i went about my chores – a typical night out our house.

Last night when i got home from work i kneeled and kissed MD’s feet and then asked Her permission to change out of my suit. With MD’s permission i changed clothes and put on my apron and then poured her a glass of wine. She then allowed me to pour a glass for me and i sat at her feet while we discussed the happenings of our day. Once we finished our wine, MD indicated that She wanted to eat outside on our porch, so i took out Her IPad and phone and She sat there while i got dinner ready. Often times, i will be responsible to fix dinner but last night MD fixed a vegetable lasagna from the veggies from Her garden. (It was wonderful!) So i just had to reheat a bit and some fresh tomatoes we just picked. After fixing Her plate, i placed it on the serving tray and went outside to serve Her. MD approved and then allowed me to get my dinner and i poured us another glass of wine and we enjoyed our meal.

After dinner, i asked MD’s permission to begin cleaning up which She granted. After clearing the table, i begin washing the dishes. One of my responsibilities is to make sure there are no dirty dishes in the sink before i leave for work in the mornings. Because we are still in the process of building, we do not have a dishwasher, so i am the dishwasher in the house. MD will often cook at nights, but She requires me to wash all the dishes she uses during the day and cooking. So my first task was to get those dishes clean. While they were drying, i began to sweep and mop the kitchen and then vacuum the living room and bedroom. i also needed to fold and hang up clothes and start another load of laundry. While i was doing my chores, MD sat on the porch and read. i looked out the kitchen window while starting the next load of dishes and smiled. In my old frame of mind, i might have felt resentful that i was doing all the work around the house, but that isn’t the case any longer. i am not sure what changed, but the further down the road we go on our WLM journey, the more natural it feels.

Addendum:
Last night after my chores were finished, MD told me to help Her get dressed. She put on high heels, fishnet stockings and a leather BDSM outfit. i was then allowed to take photos of Her which She sent to Her new lover. He liked!

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.

i am feeling especially submissive these past couple of days. Maybe it has something to do with watching a younger guy with a very large dick pound your Wife for over an hour and a half while She cums over and over again. This all while telling him how much She is enjoying fucking him and then afterward texting with him to make plans to see him again.

Or maybe it has to do with the new requirements and restrictions MD has placed upon me recently. Without going into the details, MD makes all decisions now; where i go, what i wear, what i eat, whether i have any money, even when/where i go to the bathroom. She orders my food and answers for us in public. i must wear a frilly apron at home and wait on her as Her sissy maid.

Possibly it might be the fact i have not cum in 2 1/2 weeks and been told that i won’t be allowed to cum again for at least 11 more weeks. We also had a discussion that after 4.7.15 my being allowed to cum could even be more curtailed. (The reality is that after that date if MD finds a way to regularly milk me She can choose to never allow me to cum again and i would have no say in the matter!)

Maybe it is knowing MD is talking to a 29 year old local musician who is interested in exploring his bi interests with me. Two nights ago She had me drop my pants and took pics of me in my frilly panties and then of my naked ass with me bending over for him. MD has told me on several occasions that She wants to watch another guy fuck me and now She is working to see that take place.

Or could it be the fact we have been having some detailed discussions lately about what is going in our WLM contract that we will both be signing. Not only the overall requirements and restrictions that i will be agreeing to, but the penalties i will face if i fail to live up to the agreement or break the contract. Suffice it to say, they will be extremely severe.

While all this may sound crazy to most guys, i am exactly where i want to be, even if i feel scared shitless like a little pussy boy subby sometimes!

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.

6/23/14: MD and i do not watch a lot of television. One show though we do watch on a regular basis is “The Big Bang Theory”. We find it a very funny show. i mention this because on Friday night, MD had Her own “Big Bang Show”. MD has been talking to “Joe” for about three weeks. And like the characters on the show, he too is a scientist with a PhD and is employed at a university. Joe does not live near us, but we travel to where he lives every couple of months for my work, so this weekend, we decided to spend a couple of extra nights and enjoy a mini vacation. i wasn’t sure we were getting together with him, but on Friday, MD announced he was meeting us in the hotel bar at 8:00.

At 7:45, MD and i headed to the bar where we got a table away from the crowd and She ordered Her a martini and me a beer. She was dressed in a low cut dress; push up bra; garter and stockings; high heels and no panties! She looked incredible. In fact, when we walked in, one of the musicians who was about to go on stage stopped Her and told MD how beautiful She was! (I agree!!) Joe walked in a few minutes past 8:00 and i went and introduced myself and brought him over to our table. i couldn’t hear much of their conversation since the band was playing, but MD said the first thing he did was thank Her for being so beautiful. They must have visited about 30 minutes over drinks when Joe asked Her, if She wanted to continue to listen to the music, or go get in the hot tub outside or go upstairs. MD stood up and said, “let’s go upstairs!” She told me to close out our tab and that She was taking Joe up to our room and i should join them once i signed the check. When i finally got to the room (damn slow waitress!), Joe was getting out of the shower and MD was sitting in the bed in a black negligée. MD told me to go sit in the corner and be quiet. Joe got into the bed with Her and the fireworks began.

Big – Mr Joe’s dick was big! i would say he was about 9 inches long. MD has had 10 lovers since we have been married. (8 intercourse and 2 oral only.) Joe has the biggest dick that I have ever seen her play with so far. She told me that one guy was larger (I have only been allowed to see her with 6 of the guys) with whom She had played. Suffice it to say, once he entered Her, MD was definitely pleased.

Bang – Once they began, the fireworks definitely started. MD loves to fuck and She is great at it! I would say that Mr Joe has been the closest i have seen to matching Her level of skill. They played for almost an hour and a half with MD cumming approximately 40 times by my count. (Yes, that was my job, to watch and count how many times MD came.) She came 22 times before they took about a 5 minute break and then 18 more times the second go around. And i heard Mr Joe tell MD that he had never had anyone give him a blow job as well as She does. i don’t know if I mentioned it before, but MD can deep throat and is amazing at giving head.

Show – It was a hell of a show that they put on that night. Mr. Joe is at least 15 years younger than MD, and has great stamina, but MD easily kept up with him and could have gone longer if he hadn’t given out. I watched in awe and envy of what he got to experience with Her. He texted her the next day and he is already trying to plan a visit here in a few weeks to see Her again.

Though it has been a few years since MD had cuckolded me, it was great to watch Her being pleased by another guy. Watching Her play is an incredible experience and Friday night is probably the second best cuckold experience i have ever had. If MD decides, maybe this “show” will be on regularly!

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.

June 18, 2014: In my previous blog “2 Days”, i wrote about learning of MD’s intention of having me break my previous record for not being allowed to cum. i thought i would keep a running dairy of “my chastity adventure”. My current record is 93 days without cumming and during that time i was locked up in a chastity device. This time though i am not locked up in a chastity device, i am not finding it any easier. In fact, this time may even be more difficult. When i was “locked away”, MD did not focus too much on me, She just had me focus on Her. This time She seems to love keeping me aroused. So far,MD has masturbated me twice to the very edge before stopping. (Then i got in trouble for getting hard!) She has also fondled me several times just to the point of beginning to get hard and then She stops.
MD has also decided that during this time, my ass needs to be getting prepared for someone to play with me. She ordered several different butt plugs and is going to require me to eventually get to the largest size. She already made me go to bed wearing the smallest and medium plugs and will be going up from there. Then this past weekend MD tied me to our spanking bench and used a strap-on on me.

Since I am not allowed inside Her right now, MD has had me focus on pleasing Her orally, especially rimming Her. The last four nights, She has had me rim Her right before bed. MD also informed me yesterday that She has a “date” planned for Friday night. If that goes well, then She may have another method of being pleased, besides my tongue.

* Last time i came- June 6
* Day 2 – June 8
* Day 12 – June 18
* Day 22 – Will be June 28

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.

June 17, 2014: MD has been talking to a guy with whom She has a potential date this weekend. She allowed me to read an email She had previously sent. I asked permission to have a copy of it and She obliged. This is what She had sent him:
As far as the “right answers” I mean I like your responses so far. After talking to so many flakes and jerks online it is refreshing to talk to someone who appears to be real and genuine.

Hubby and I have been married for 16 years. We have been into Domme/sub from the beginning. We started playing with others about 10 years ago but stopped about four years ago because of family obligations and the fact the guy we played with on a regular basis had to move out of state for work. Just a few weeks ago we decided to see if we could find another “regular”. I am not interested in one night players.

If it works out where you are that regular then possibly you would come over for the weekend. Hubby would serve us. We might go out on dates. You might even spend the night with me while hubby stays in our trailer. We can even explore more intense scenarios if you feel comfortable where he has to suck on you to get you hard before you enter me. I love the thought of hubby serving both of us.

Most important I am looking for someone I feel comfortable and can pleasure me. I am multi-orgasmic but hubby cums too fast to get me off like I want. (He is great orally though!)

Hope all of that doesn’t scare you off. Enjoyed the chat but headed to bed. Maybe talk to you tomorrow.

Now that is a HOT WIFE and a SEXY MD!!

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.

June 11, 2014: “It would be nice to find someone who could last a long time.” That was the phrase that MD told me as we were discussing a guy who wanted to meet Her. We were talking about this young guy who contacted MD and She was amazed at the number of younger guys who are actively looking for older women and especially older women in a cuckolding relationship. i confessed that if i had the internet options when i was 18 years old, i too would have been looking for an older woman. MD said that age was not a big issue whether older or younger, but then She said it would be nice to have someone who can last a long time. Unfortunately that is not me. And even when I was a bit younger and could last a little longer, MD has fixed that by putting in my mind enough triggers that She can make me cum as quickly as She wants, which She finds very amusing and i find very humiliating.

In previous blogs i mentioned “Sam” as a possible new guy for MD. MD really liked him as a possible play partner after their first meeting. Unfortunately, he flaked out as it got closer to actually getting together, which is not that uncommon in the cuckolding world. A guy may say how much he wants to play with the wife, but then at the last moment, he will back off. MD had made a “date” last month for him to come over and then the closer it got, he quit sending emails or texts. MD doesn’t want someone who is into games, so She made the decision to drop him. So She is now talking to a couple of other guys online and we will see where it goes.

One of the guys with whom MD was recently texting asked Her if She was multi-orgasmic. i laughed when She told me what he asked. The answer is an emphatic YES! The follow up question he asked was the record for the number of times She had cum at one time? i immediately answered 13! (Unfortunately it wasn’t with me.) i remember that specifically because it was with the second guy with whom She ever cuckolded me. The only met once* and MD decided that i wouldn’t get to watch. She locked me in another room, but put in a baby monitor so i could listen. They had the other monitor next to the bed. MD said the guy was fairly large, and on top of that was able to go a long time. It took less than a minute before MD came the first time and it kept going from there. i counted 13 orgasms by MD before he came. After they had a chance to rest, they played again. i can’t remember how many times She came the second round but it was around 8-10 times.

When She told the guy who asked the question that 13 was the “magic number”, he said that his goal would be 20 for Her. If that cums true, all i hope is this time, i am there to watch the fireworks!

* The reason that they only met one time is somewhat amusing. It seems that his wife was about 8 months pregnant; very large and very miserable. She told him that he could play with someone because he was not going to touch her! They were supposed to meet again, but the baby came early and that ended them ever meeting again.

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.