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8/26/15:Yesterday, MD had me run get us breakfast at a restaurant a few miles away while She slept i put on my diaper (since i was going somewhere alone other than work), my bra, along with my workout shorts and a t-shirt and went to get breakfast and coffee. Having to wear a bra and diaper out in public is an incredibly emasculating feeling. It touches at both being a sissy (bra) and being powerless (made to wear a diaper). When i got home and served MD breakfast, i asked Her if She wanted me to remain in a diaper or put on my panties. MD instructed me to wear my panties. Since i was working from home yesterday, i put on ruffled pink panties, a dress and along with my bra, i put in my fake breasts and that is what i wore the rest of the day. i imagine that the people on the conference calls i was on all day, would have been shocked to know how i was dressed on the other end of the line. If it wasn’t for kids and the fact we live in Texas (very conservative!), i believe MD would make me wear my femme clothes even in public. She loves having me dressed as a sissy. If we come back from town, the first thing i am to do is get a skirt or dress on when we get home. She is always enforcing that my role is no longer “the man of the house”, as She is now in charge. She recently bought me a new iPhone case as my old one had worn out. On the cover of it She had engraved “235”, which stands for “My sub sissy” as a reminder of who (and whose) i am. MD told me that this fall She is going to take me to a nail salon and get me a pedicure and have my toenails done in bright pink for fun.
It is hard to put into words the feeling of being so powerless as MD’s sh. MD has total control and i must obey Her. Whether it is going getting Her breakfast, dressing as a sissy, or having to get out of bed so Her lover can come over in the mornings, it is all part of the power, pleasure and control of MD. The fact is, in the almost 18 years we have been together, i have never seen Her more confident, radiant or excited about life. She loves being in total control and it shows. i on the other hand have never been more at peace and excited at our future. i couldn’t have imagined we would have been at this point two years ago, but i wouldn’t go back for anything. Being MD’s sissy sub hubby is all i desire now.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.