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9/05/15:My office is on the 10th floor, in our corporate headquarters and our department takes up a small part of the entire floor. i usually get to the office around 7:00 am, (unless i have to go in earlier because “M” is coming by to see MD before work), and began to try to get caught up with after hour emails until my employees get in the office. Once i am in the office, i notify MD that i am there and then the rest of the day, i am not allowed to leave my office without Her permission, with the exceptions, if i am going to the printer, or to speak to one of my employees. (MD says i can take care of business.) Other than that, to go the bathroom, get water or get something from the cafeteria, i must get Her permission and then text Her when i get back “locked” up in my office. i told MD that i feel like i did when i was a second grader and had to raise my hand to speak or get out of my chair.  
Though i am an “alpha male” at work, MD still demands to control me. It is one reason She requires me to wear a bra and panties to work. i may be wearing a suit (men’s clothes) on the outside, but the reality is i am a sissy boy in panties and a bra under MD’s control. The past week, i received a large bonus for a project that i have been working to complete. The money all went to MD; i won’t see a penny of it. She controls all the finances and outside of my allowance, i don’t have any say in how She spends Her money. Last week, MD was telling me that She was purchasing something, and i slipped and asked “how much is it?” She reminded me again that was none of my business and i apologized for questioning Her.  

Sometimes it is hard to realize that i have gone from being an adult man to being a sissy boy this past year and a half. MD now refers to me as Her “little boy” or Her “sissy boy”. She doesn’t see me as a man any longer and She wants me to see me as She does, a little boy who needs guidance, training, punishment and protection. But instead of a boy growing into being a man, MD is grooming me to be Her sissy. Last night when we were getting into bed, She again called me a “girl”. That is the third or fourth time the past few months, She inadvertently referred to me as a girl. In the previous 17 years of being together, MD never once referred to me as a girl until now. Her view of me is definitely changing and i expect She will make me even more femme as we go along.  

MD said, She is not wanting to have me “transition” to a woman so there will be no surgeries and due to job and family, She is not going to have me dress in public, except in certain situations. One of those situations is going to be Halloween. MD already told me that She is taking me to a party where i will be dressed as “Caitlyn Jenner”. It will be fun to be dressed femme in public, without any issues from other people. Though i am not Jewish, i wish there was something called a reverse Bar Mitzvah, and at the end i would declare, “I am now no longer a man”. Well, i guess there was, it was when i signed our WLM contract.  

Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)

As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.