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Newton’s Law: 6/7/15:TNewton’s Third Law of Motion is, “For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.” No, this isn’t going to be a physics blog, and if it was it would be very short. Actually MD brought it up in a discussion we had yesterday regarding our upcoming October anniversary. i told Her i was both excited and nervous; excited to get to have sex with Her one more time and nervous knowing it was very likely going to be my last time ever to have an orgasm. We were talking about Her decision to make that choice and MD told me that She had no real desire to let me cum again. i asked Her how did it feel knowing She had the power to decide that after October, i would never get to cum again the rest of my life. She admitted She was a bit worried about it at first, wondering how i was going to react, but it gave Her an incredible feeling of power knowing that She could make that decision for me. i told Her for me it was extremely humiliating and a feeling of incredible weakness. That is when She quoted Newton’s Law.
i thought that was a great analogy because it is so true. Where MD finds power, i find weakness; when i am humiliated, She is proud. i think that is why i am so incredibly happy in our marriage right now and MD says She is too. She loves being in complete control and i love being totally under Her control. We are both getting to be what we have dreamed of since we were each six years old. We have talked many times that our first remembrance of what we wanted was as first graders, even though neither of us had any idea about sex. i wanted to be kidnapped by an older girl and kept to be Her slave, and She wanted all the boys (and girls) to obey and follow Her.
Some people might get the wrong impression of MD. Often when people get the mental picture of a “Domme” they think of some harsh, “fem-Nazi”, with tall boots, hair in a bun, rod in her hand and a stern, demanding look on her face. MD is the exact opposite of that! She is funny, charming, a bit shy and an incredible joy to be around, (but She does love boots though!). She is far more of what you would describe when you think of a “flirt”. She is beautiful, with long, thick, wavy red hair and an incredibly curvaceous body. MD almost always has a smile on Her face and has the most incredible bedroom eyes you would ever want to see. If She ever flirts with you, it is like the spider and the fly, you are Hers. And when you add in the fact that MD has an IQ of over 140 and a photographic memory, you also aren’t going to win many arguments with Her. Now MD can be also be demanding when She gives an order, which is coming very natural for Her now. Yesterday when we got back from the store, MD wanted to sit outside on the porch. As i was unloading the car, She simply said, “You can get my iPad after you put those inside.” Where a few weeks ago, She may have asked me “would you please…”, now it is a simple command which i must carry out. Though MD can be demanding, She is not the stereotypical Domme that is often portrayed.
So even knowing how MD loves being in control and is my Domme, Her perspective still amazes me. i see things from a sub perspective, where She is seeing things from a 180 degree opposite view. Where i can’t imagine choosing for someone that they will never have sex again, to Her it feels very natural. But then on top of it, to make that decision and put a future date on it is another tortious element, which She enjoys. It would be one type of frustration to be told after sex one night that it was the last time, but to have it placed out there six months in advance, where you can’t help but think about it and wonder what is it going to be like, for me is sometimes mind numbing.
A couple more examples of the power and perspective of MD. Yesterday, i was wearing a short dress with spaghetti straps at the house. i was having trouble with the dress straps slipping off my shoulders and MD got me a “strap connector” (Not sure what the actual term is for it, but connects the straps together in the back so they don’t slip off.) After dinner, MD wanted to run to the liquor store to get a bottle of gin (Her drink of choice). i went to get undressed and put my “boy clothes” on and was having trouble getting out of my dress, since the straps were now connected and i couldn’t reach the connector. i asked MD for assistance and once She removed it, She said, “Yes, we woman have to help each other.” MD said it so naturally that it didn’t even register to Her what She said. i pointed out that She referred to me as a female again, and She grinned and said, “I guess I did”.
When we went to bed last night, MD ordered me to lay on my back and begin to play with myself. i began slowly because i wasn’t sure what MD was going to do, but She told me to go faster. It didn’t take very long (it never does) and i was getting very close to cumming. i was getting excited because i really thought MD was going to let me cum again, when She told me to stop. i was right there on the edge and my dick was straining to cum. In my “almost cum” clouded mine, i said to Her, “men should get to cum too”, and She looked and me and grinned and said, “Yes, but you aren’t a man.” With that Newton’s law came into play again, She has all the power and i have none.
Our Relationship: (Repeating on Each Blog)
As of 4/7/14, my relationship with my Wife of 16 years, changed from me being naturally submissive to Her to one where we now live fulltime in a “Wife Led Marriage” (WLM) relationship. She is now in total control of all financial, life and daily decisions. She is recognized as the unquestioned authority of our marriage and my life. My role is to be the “sh” to Her “MD”. “sh” is Her way of reminding me that i am Her “sissy”, “submissive”, “servant” and “slave” husband. The MD is “Masteress D (Her name)” or “My Domme”.